Obstinacy

Visiters:

Do I love you?

I do not know

A question filled with vague questions…

So if my love was just an assumption,

Why, if you show up, my blood starts rushing to my head?

And my words would die in my tough?

As if I am dry and my mouth is dead…

Then I fell my heart going after you

Trying to get anything from you

Do I love you?

No, no, that’s impossible

I never like or fall in love

But by the night,

My billow starts to cry…

The stars fill my bed…

Then, I ask my heart

“Do you know her?”

But my heart laughs at me,

I do not know why.

Do I love you?

No, no, that is impossible

I never like or fall in love

I keep asking and begging, till my heart gets sick of me

It whispers to me

“you worship her, why to act strong or punish yourself?”